Alright alright, I hardly know why but people do feel guilty when they don't update their blogs. Weird...

Anyway, stop grumbling how I try to view my life as pleasant, if not, I'll just be a whiner wun I. For me, my blog is a place for me to write things down and ponder over them. And hopefully by the end of it all, I can have a conclusion I'm satisfied with.

So, push aside all those happiness stuff, little missy here is feeling bitchy today.

Not that I have nothing to be happy about, I see my friends pushing aside their worries and mundane stuff and going for what they want, pursuing idols, living abroad... I'm glad for them, whether it worked out or not.

But this week, i"m pretty sure, it's cursed. (What PMS can do to you...) I had premonition for this man. The music awards coming, coupled with late deliveries here and there and subtitling here and there, this week sucks. I don't mind work, but i hate it when i make mistakes. And i hate it when people dun tell me what i did wrong face to face (tho she din mean to, i guess). I'm just in a hateful mood. really f**king lousy mood.

basically, i just hate my work. I wished I'm the one still searching for work now, ironically.