What do you like about life?

Well, I must admit my life's been revolving around work, tv and romance in recent times. Nothing much ever since I spent a fortune on beauty and well-being (what a euphemistic way of putting it). All my weekends or weekdays are spent either home / boyfren's home watching my fav CSI series, playing 'bookworm' on the internet, reading comics, thinking about what to do about work, airdates etc... That's pretty much it. Movies are pretty ruled out for this month cos they burn holes in pockets, as do many other things, such as dinners outside etc, unless someone treats me. But it has to happen that so many people are having birthdays this month... sigh....

Anyway, been in a real down mood these days. Partly due to THAT time of the month. (sometimes really dun understand why people just dun wan to say the word: MENSES. ok? something that brings about PMS. it's not like there's something to hide about that anymore...) But I dun understand why my PMS will carry over even after menses is over. Fren said it's just hormonal imbalance. Guess that's a better explanation.

Despite the fact that boyfren is still treating me well, and everything, i've decidedly plunge myself into depression every now and then and dragged him down with me. Then every other moment, I would think why the h*ll I was doing that, when i could be much happier, if i decide to be.

Was doing lunch just now and thinking, actually there are so many things i like... I like playing mahjong with him and his frens during weekends (all other frens, I enjoy playing with you guys too... and my hands are itching just by typing here... you know what i mean.... *wink*), I enjoy him driving me around, I enjoy looking at him finishing his food like a child who knows how precious every grain is. H*ll, I even enjoy him being stubbornly ignorant of why girls always think of difficult questions.

Anyway, kinda...when I think of these everytime, I could just kick myself for being redundantly depressed just now.

Anyway, great that my bro-in-law's feeling better now... he was having a prob with contacts being stuck in his eyes. You guys better watch out...

And my dear niece is having exams this week on... Mayeb I should include a temple trip for this weekend.