*not that good a day... at least physically*

Hmm, waiting for coordination call for a wedding shoot tomoro. Finally getting the chance to do it again. Miss cam work so much, but nervous cos haven been playing with it for so long. Hope everything goes well tomoro.

At least, physically. I think my M is finally here (it better be!). And I found that some people have very different symtoms when their M arrives. Like, one of my friends, she'll get heat waves. Then another would have really bad cramps. I wouldnt know whether I have bad cramps or not becos whenever mine arrives, it just screws up my stomach real bad and I get diaorrhea. This morn I almost thought I had food poisoning. Felt like throwing up and stomach in a mess. But I figure it's the M. *phew*

And to complement the abdominal torture, my left eye decided to swell up too. I hope the swelling goes down before tomoro. Otherwise, I might meet some cute guy at the wedding and scare him off with this enormous eyebag. Hahaha (rolls over in laughter)

Generally, it should all go well if the bride and groom get very involved in their wedding to care about us. Jus looked through the wedding schedule. Though I have been to several shoots, I never did realise the work put in. I mean, like one of my teachers once said, how playacting it can get. When all the acts become so practised, what is the fun of it all? Tho I'm sure no one wants to screw it up on their (preferably) only big day in their whole life, marrying that person who will be with you for the next twenty years or so (scary....), but then again, how agonising to work out all the steps. Even little ones such as 'remember to tuck ang bows inside basket of 12 oranges'. Maybe the fun is in the planning together. Maybe some people suit casual weddings better. I don't know...


Hopefully, my tummy dun play me out tomoro. (pray really hard) Hopefully, I will get a little luck from the wedding, not to mention the extra financial assistance. herher. Dunno why, I've probably been influenced by my friends, but I've been trying to think and going for ways to earn more money. Shameful on me, I dunno where the bulk of my money goes all the time, like the rest of you. It's so terrible. Last time, when I worked, I used to be able to save lots, enough for trips overseas, now, it's like, even going for a movie needs serious consideration.

Have managed to get several dates for next week. Feeling a little today when I tried to visit a dentist and horrors of horrors, the dentist closes at 1230 on a Sat, and hey, it was around 12 when I reached there and it was already closed. I classified the dentist as unprofessional and decided to go elsewhere next week. Booked an appt with another dentist for next week. Think he must be pretty good since he's fully booked for this week. Never mind, I have another dentist's number as backup.

On my way home from the failed dental visit, I had a date cancelled for today. Then tried to get other frens out but to no avail. Then when I was at home watching this MTV by Shin, called 'Tian Gao Di Hou', was touched by the song lyrics. Cos I cant think of anyone who can do those things with me now. And was pretty sad. Like, after so many years, sure, I have friends, close ones, good ones, but perhaps at this small little moment of my life, I cant seem to think of anyone who is that that close to me like those they mention in the song. Like, people you can shout together with, people you can pursue dreams together with no matter how far they have to go. Partly my fault too.

A passing thought is, if you cant even find friends like that, is it possible to find someone who you can spend the rest of your life with, planning the big things in your life, like getting married, having a child, and education for the child, old age savings.... Hmm. not sure but that's gg a bit too far. haha

*can sense something turning in my tummy again* ok, that's not a baby definitely. Haha, it's an omen to stop crapping and go go rest for the big day tomoro. May the bride and groom enjoy conjugal bliss~!

*peach juice toast*