*finally, a chance to revive myself*

haha, finally! a break! ssh... typing during office hours still... haha, my third day of attachment to my new mentor, and for the past two days, was trying os hard to rem every little thing she taught me, cos i kept forgetting about this and that. I'm extremely slow in work now. tsk tsk. haha, but luckily, did some work during lunch time and the programmers din sneak around to dump more tapes on my table. so phew! I'm done for the day.

Anyway, glad to hear that you have a part-time job, ayu. time to exercise that bum, haha.

and as i always did, i finished reading pixie's blog as the last one again and this time, brought tears to my eyes. (good good, they were darn dry in this air-con atmosphere) I could totally feel how the girl felt when the boyfren kept saying sorry. I mean, actually, i was the other way around. I had hardly ever said sorry before i went through my first relationship. But from it, I learnt how to say sorry, a dizen times, a million times. to the pt that sorry din mean much to me anymore. I could feel it myself, that I wasnt anymore sincere about my sorries to my ex. Sigh, what memories. but at least, I'm now trained to voice apologies whenever it's due. haha

Watched 'truth or dare' yesterday and was so shocked at how much I liked the movie. it's totally the kind of stuff i want for my fyp. though not the kind, like City of God, which can claim for awards and prizes, but something which touches what i feel and see everyday. It's about how to celebrate youth. And I hope to write something like that, which you will feel a smile creeping up as you recognise that scene in uni life. haha, growl.

Feeling much more energised today since i'm not so drained anymore.

Dear coming-back, it's not only the women who create problems you noe... haha, in any case, hope you take it easy, and if there's any updates on tricks you pull on that *beep*, looking forward to hear them man.

Life's not so bad after all *growl~ claw a bit* haha

I wanna go swimming...........

*swimming in the blue bayou~ daydreaming~*