feeling miserable

Just came back from a drinking session with frens. Fren broke up with gf. Maybe I really shouldnt have gone. Now I just feel miserable, wondering whether it was the alcohol effect or the effect he had on me.

Felt quite upset already when they joked that I am a rebound girl, READ: good for people on rebounds. wah rao, it gives me the feeling like i'm a commodity.

Also gives me a feeling that i'm cheap. Sigh, am i reading too much already.... and the cab uncle din help either. playing sad songs on the radio. Now i'm even doubting my words to my fren.

What a lousy night....

*sad sad fruit*