*crazy...oh so crazy...*

Haha, above are lyrics from Eminem's song. Forgot the song title, just suddenly popped into my mind as I tried to find a word to describe me at the moment. Just watched a short interview of Edison on SCV and got reminded of the Twin Effect. Ok movie but with fantastic cast. Haha super cute actor and actresses.

Then was thinking over the kinda guys I like. I dun remember exactly but recently someone (on TV) said about guys looking very vulnerable such thatg girls wanna protect them, wanna take care of them. Think it was one of the 'wo cai' episodes. Haha, instead of saying what kind of guys I like, I think it's so much easier to say which ones I don't. Cos some how or rather, I would like one or two of each category. Like the vulnerable ones, Edison, Zaizai (altho this is a bit passe)... the cute ones.... like this guy in my school, Tsumabuki Satoshi (recently saw another cute one while out on supper with fren, wearing the same style of clothes like that guy in my school... haha).... Fang Zhong Xin, Tony Leung, Daniel Wu (the reliable ones with killer eyes and makes you feel really safe and secure)... talented ones...(smart ones or people with a skill or passion...)... the lead singer of Travis... The lead of Sugar Ray .... (the cheeky mischevious one, the dangerously attractive ones... ) Pink's boyfriend... (but hell, I like her so he's out)... and I can just rattle one and on... haha.. That's something I often use to justify why I dun get into relationships too. I like so many people! One day my heart will settle and I will be ready.. (*rolls off in laughter*) Really, a lot of single frens have the same thing, we all like a lot of people, have a lot of idols.... maybe we can do a psychological test on this...

Ok, and I really realised that when you like somebody, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Haha
The thing is, I dun understand why my frens dun like Sam Wang of 5566, cos I like him the most out of them (tho Mengzhe is cute too, and innocent but my heart goes for him mainly because he's such a hardworking little boy). Sam is like, the most good looking, I think, of them all. and somehow my frens dun think so. It really beats me. Tough. And I tend to think that whatever he does is so cute. Like, he looks adventurous in the sense that he is not frightened of those joy rides at all (and why they call them joyrides is beyond my understanding as well, cos it doesnt seem to bring a lot of smiles...), and he is very cheeky too.

Today there was their variety show on TV and I was thinking how I seem to think that Sam's cute in everything he does. So I was thinking if I can find someone who I will think that everything he does is so cute, that probably will be the one, man. Haha
It's like, most of the time, there's still some parts of the person that you dun like, in real life.

I was such a klutz today. Spilt my milo on my trousers, luckily it was the end of the day, but i guess i surprised a few by the speed I realised that stain. I mean, it was soaking thru my trousers but only realised it after I'd gone downstairs with my frens for their smoke (notice: for THEIR smoke), finished my drink, came up again and went to the toilet. I was like, walking out of the toilet when I realised this dollar bill sized stain on the trouser front. Well, at least I realised it eventually.

My niece and nephew did a cute thing today. They din come over for dinner but called during that time and I picked up the phone and each started singing Happy Birthday song, one following the other. I was like, whose birthday is it?! Then after they finished, my bro picked up the phone and told me to bring my mum, and they sang it again for her. Haha, it's my mum's bday, I guess. I noe i noe, this is ultra shameful to say that I dunno my mum's bday. There's a reason for everything, and if you wanna say I'm unfilial, let it be. Dun see the pt of defending myself. haha


*a banana* (just ate one... haha)