Friday, May 09, 2003

okie, this is gonna be a quick one. mmm, anyway, yesterday was not such a good day, ok, good night, cos there was a petty argument and i had to pour all my whining out to someone. Then got a scolding (:p) so i woke up from my petty argument and decided not to think too much about it. anyway, it had something to do with this person i like and according to my fren, he was chiding me for feeling that i am the pitiest of all and not giving others a chance at all. I rebutted that i might be feeling bad but i certainly din think i was the pitiest around. Ok, so maybe i din try to give others a chance but hey, when you can see what will happen is not gonna be a good thing, of cos you will do something to prevent it from happening. But anyway, that wasn't the petty argument, and the scolding was good for my own sake, so well, okie.

so, after a supper and a scolding, i felt much better liao. and anyway, decided to REALLY look on the brighter side and OPEN my eyes wider to see the potentials around. But well, whining about being single is one thing, giving it up is another. I dun have the guts to say that to my fren. Like what i told my frens, it's kinda scary to give up the freedom and what if, just WHAT IF i become the kind of girl who i dun like? yucks. so, maybe i'll look around with one eye open, the other closed.

hmm, been really guilty and decided i shall pick up my studies seriously now. so prob wun see me for the coming week. peace on earth and may i pass.


fam @ 6:05 AM

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