hmmm... let's all have a hell of a summer

harlow, dearies, summer is here!!!! i mean, ok, summer has been here for sometime, but now, finally my exams are over! tho i was abit sad that after 3 weeks of waiting, the exams just flew by so fast. but i really feel like the girl in 'tu si nan zhi wen'. suddenly, in summer, all sorts of things are beginning to happen and i hardly noe what will happen next. it's very exciting, perhaps i am imagining it to be since my attachment is starting soon and the next life of boredom is gonna set in then...

i have been pretty troubled for the past few days regarding the subject of relationships. but as usual, after a sound scolding from my best fren, i had to wake up and see that i have been thinking perhaps too idealistically. i thought i've gotten past the naivety part but it seems now that it's not true. anyway, thought through a lot of things and decided to act on my frens' advice and still maintain my principles... no matter what, i will not let my beliefs forsake me: friendship is much too precious to be let go because of relationship problems. :)

And perhaps one of the things which made me a lot happier is because my fren confessed her 'evil thoughts' about me to me. She thought of something which could hurt her and put me into a bad light and decided to tell me! i mean, i was really very happy she confessed and din become upset because of some thought she conjured up herself. i think if everyone is like that, things would be a lot simpler. why become upset becos of something you thought of and might never have existed in the first place?