down down down

*cough cough* Sigh, health is down again. Boy, am i a weak gal. Perhaps as what my fren said, never do exercise lar. But hey, the alcohol and the blazing sun didn't help either. So, here i am, lazing at home all day, surfing the tv and thinking of how to get out without being identified as a SARS victim. Luckily, so far, none of the people around me has gotten full exposure of my virus. But unfortunately, i couldnt go to my fren's bday becos of this and i'm guessing that she wasn't a tad happy about it.

Anyway, though i have been envisioning a swim this week, guess it's out of the question now. and I took up the opposite of exercising to help myself through my own rough patch, bingeing! wowee, i am really disgusted by my own appetite already. I wonder if one is supposed to eat more or less when you are sick. I mean, i keep scavenging for food in my house, and it is wondrous how i manage to gorge myself even though there are like, dozens of food i cant eat. porridge, water, pears, instant noodles, cake, buns... and none os them are single servings. I mean, there i was, after dinner and the cake for my brother's bday, going for a second dinner already. I admit i dun really look in the mirror nowadays. and weighing myself is totally out of the question.

Managed through a day's work over the weekend, though i was coughing like mad. Felt like fainting but before i did that and shock the rest of the crew, managed to call my fren for help and a free ride home. yay~

Now, one of my frens hadnt been feeling too good i guess. And i am feeling a bit down due to it cos I dunno what happened to her and she ignored me for a few days before resurfacing and talking, not too friendily, to me. Starting to wonder whether frens are supposed to be like that after all.

And to my dear dear fren to might be reading, i hope you have gotten better, and find a better way to get over your rough patch, and not to go for alcohol or smoking. I'm not sure what kinda advice i can give here, seems that i've not been good at it recently, but jus wanna let you noe that you are doing, so far, a wonderful job at surviving. and i'm glad you chose other than to sink back into depression, if you noe what i mean.

last of all, i miss ya, my dear frens, though i mus say some of you should really stop and enjoy while you can, and not jus imagine yourself to be the most miserable persons on earth. (gotten from a sound scolding). and i dun care, (throwing temper), i wanna see you sjab gals soon. saw the photos and it din rock, ok, when i'm not there, laughing with the rest of you guys. :)